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Subject is always FUTURE.

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2008, 5:24 AM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: norah jones- ive got to see u again
  • Reading: Deliberately democratizing Multilateral Org
  • Watching: da but have to go!!, L word
  • Playing: with ring, toys, with my hair and nails
  • Eating: tropical corn flakes.
  • Drinking: wasser
FUTURE

"The point of no return" and my pain is self-chosen.

i am the "Princess Leatherbutton"

Norah Jones- ive got to see you again

Line on your face don't bother me
Down in my chair when you dance over me
I can't help myself
I've got to see you again

Late in the night when I'm all alone
And I look at the clock and I know you're not home
I can't help myself

I've got to see you again
I could almost go there
Just to watch you be seen
I could almost go there
Just to live in a dream

But no I won't go for any of those reasons
To not touch your skin is not why I sing
I can't help myself
I've got to see you again

I could almost go there....

No I won't go to share you with them
But oh even though I know where you've been
I can't help myself
I've got to see you again

hayat, sizin altını cizdiginiz seylerin uzerini cizebilir.



O - Teoman

O her şeyi kendi yanından görü;p
Almak istediğini alır
Başka şey düşünmez
Beni unuturdu
Onun her anı heyecan dolu
Beni üzdüğü zamanlar bile
Yokluğunu hissetmek
Beni korkuturdu
Ben her şeyi onun için, onun
Yanında yaparken
O hepsine uzaktan bakardı bir yabancı gibi
Her sözümü dinliyor gibi
Beni kandırırken
İçinden geçen binlerce ses bastırırdı sesimi
O her günü yeni bir umutla
Bekler gibi görünür
Yarına inanmaz, beni avuturdu
Onun her anı heyecan dolu
Beni üzdüğü zamanlarda bile
Yokluğunu hissetmek
Beni korkuturdu

WONDERING ABOUT..WAITING!

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 23, 2008, 6:19 AM
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: dido-isabel, cranberries-Linger
  • Reading: Deliberately democratizing Multilateral Org
  • Watching: da but have to go!!, L word
  • Playing: with ring, toys, with my hair and nails
  • Eating: COCO pops corn flakes with cold milk.
  • Drinking: wasser
"The point of no return" and my pain is self-chosen.

i am the "Princess Leatherbutton"

hayat, sizin altını cizdiginiz seylerin userini ciziverir.

"It seems it's written
But we can't read between the line"-from Placebo

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again




But I know I'm on a losing streak
'Cause I passed down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again

I'm never going down, I'm never coming down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
I'm never coming down, I'm never going down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
-----

RESPONSIBILITIES, OBLIGATIONS!

Journal Entry: Sat May 24, 2008, 7:50 PM
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: dido-isabel, cranberries-Linger
  • Reading: Deliberately democratizing Multilateral Org
  • Watching: da but have to go!!, L word
  • Playing: with ring, toys, with my hair and nails
  • Eating: COCO pops corn flakes with cold milk.
  • Drinking: wasser
SORRYYY!!!!!!!!! FOR REMOVING MYT PHOTOS. IF ONE STEALS MY PHOTOS IT WILL BE ABOUT POLICE NOW. THEY ARE WATCHING MY INTERNET STRICTLY!!!

FOTOĞRAFLARIMDAN HERHANGİ BİRİNİ CALARSANIZ, POLISE GİDECEK VE YASAL İŞLEM UYGULANACAKTIR. bİRİSİ İLE MAHKEMELEİĞİZ.MERAK EDERSENİZ NOT YAZIN DETAY VEREBİLRİM PROSEDÜR HAKKINDA.

-A PERSON IS ONLY AS DARK AS HIS/HER SECRETS-

Linger
If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart It's ruining everything
I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you


But I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you!!!!!!!!!!!!
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to let it linger
Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, but I was wrong

If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

im reaaddyyyy...just like Radioheads shouting in the Romeo&juliet soundtrack

The maintenance, continuity of drops.

Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 4:30 PM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: BİR VURGUN BU SEVDA.
  • Reading: Thomas Friedman and Ignacio Ramonet.
  • Watching: da but have to go!!
  • Playing: with ring, toys, with my hair.
  • Eating: COCO pops corn flakes with cold milk.
  • Drinking: grüner tee
To stop it. To stop my messy brain.. To stop thinking.

what shOuld i say guys? Thank you for every support. Even dropping on my page is a support for my amateur art. Thank you.
Radiohead- Street Spirit

Rows of houses, all bearing down on me
I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things into position
All these things will one day swallow whole
Fade out again, Fade out.

This machine will, will not communicate
These thoughts and the strain I am under
Be a world child, form a circle
Before we all, go under
fade out again, fade out again

Ağla Sevdam-Yusuf Taşkın

agla sevdam, agla
agla, zorba bu dünya
agla, susma agla
agla, agla

kördügüm cember dört duvar
can evinde bikar, can ucar
boş kalir o hanlar, saraylar

beni sen al
yeminim var
kül oldum, söndüm
ateşine sar
SAR, SAR AL BENİ SANA SAR!
SAR, SAR
BANA SENSİN YAR.

habersiz kuşlar gecer
geceler zehir zikkim
gözlerimi sel basmiş
yagmurlar ardindayim
aşigim, ben sana cok aşigim!!!
yola cik, yollardayim

yazan: Aysel Gürel

Demet Sağıroğlu-Bir Vurgun Bu Sevda

bu nasıl bir şarkıdır peki???????? ofh.!
Bir vurgun bu sevda
Günsüz başlar gecem
Uzanırken sana ah
Tükendi bu beden
Yüreğim bir sürgün
Varmaz yolum sana
Ölümsüz dünyada ah
Ecel ol al beni
Nefessiz zordayım
Zamansız bir mekanda
Çıkmaz bir yoldayım
Amansız isyanda
Ecelim ol benim
Koynunda sar beni
Aşk ölüm yaz bana
Sonsuz ah al beni...

BE OBTIMISTIC!

Cloudy days in Fresh spring..

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 30, 2008, 7:57 AM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: always a song in my brain..
  • Reading: my own esaay.
  • Watching: da but have to go!!
  • Playing: with ring, toys.with my watch,mit meine Hand
  • Eating: everything =) pasta spaghetti, italian food.
  • Drinking: grüner tee
To stop it. To stop my messy brain.. To stop thinking.

Be my anti-depressant.

Im out of controll now. I wan to find ways to switch my emotions off. I want a rain to wash my pains, i want a wind to bring my bests again.

Time for actions. No falling no rising. Difficulties.

Pains are bounding all of us. Pains in these good conditions are the offsprings of spoiling.

Im living on a big island now where island psychology is dominating everyone. Everyone, me too want to be ALL alone. I am talking abput real loneliness. But is it right?

we dont know who we are, and i dont think that you know what pain is.

ESCAPISM, secracy..

GAME OVER. and life is not game..

"bırakmıyor acıtmadan(...)"- Emre Aydın. "bu kez pek bir afilli yalnızlık, ağayan bir kadın kadar düşman, tuzaklar kurmus ustelik, bırakmıyor acıtmadan...cok kostum cok yoruldum ve simdi.." E. A

BE OBTIMISTIC!